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i finished cleaning my room a minute ago, and i randomly found this undated note from xinhui. must be written from one of our cell sessions, cos it's written on a piece of organiser paper. u noe, those kinda paper which are tiny, and has many holes at e side?


i read it thru once, and i understood something. xinhui wrote (impt, relevant stuff only.):


YiYin :)

another thing i forgot to say is your...... (so apparently this is a continuation to a convo, or another note.) *so on and so forth...* do continue to gambatte neh. aza aza fighting! do not let visual things affect you so much. your inner beauty shines more brightly! remember you are JOYce. do not let anything steal your joy. and thank you for the reminders not to eat and chew on ice. *so on and so forth again..* keep growing in Christ. :) God bless. Xinhui 08



when i read this for e first time i was lk.... 'thank you thank you.' but now when i read it was a different feeling.


because i've been feeling funny, cos my hair was curling out again,(anw, i did something to my hair again, wait till u see me in person. =p) and i feel abnormal. and when i'm having a bad day, my hair makes things worse.

AND, my many efforts of trying to lose a bit of weight is decreasing, yet when i look at myself in e mirror i hate tt huge 'blob of lard' staring back at me.

THANK GOD. i saw this note. i realised tt i've been obsessed in physical stuff. hair, clothes, fats. visual things, lk wad xinhui wrote. why not cultivate the inside of me, which shines out more than my outside?


感动 sia! God used xinhui AND my mum (who made me clean up my room =p) to tell me this which i never understood.


this is SO God-planned.



arigato gozaimasu, Kami-sama (God).


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Dont eat or chew ice. not good for health. =))


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shopping, anyone? i'm not gonna get obsessed anymore, but i still need to clear off my wardrobe ma. heehee.