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this past week had been a huge roller coaster ride, making me high and low at different moments everyday. @.@ honestly it's tiring to be high one hour, emo the next. (okay maybe not emo, just quieten down suddenly. i'm sure i did tt.) u'll not know my frens, but at home i really feel tired.


projects being thrown at us really is a huge disaster. not a really bad thing though, cos u learn to manage ur time. (in a hard way, in my case.) the bad thing is just tt just as u thought one project is over and ur poor shoulders can relax like finally, another project fr another module gives ur shoulder that cracking sound. (u know? *plonk!* n ur shoulders, then ur shoulders go *kiak!*)


真是悲哀。


just as people are celebrating youth day (did they?) we're slogging in school for our projects. of course we thought of ways to get it over n done with fast, but we never fail to find stuff which require amendment everytime we check. =.=


not only a roller coaster ride academically, mentally too. one day u feel happy cos u made a huge step forward in completing e proj, e next u feel uncertain if this friend is angry at u for not doing a good job, e next day u r pissed at this friend who did not think b4 he say anything and offended u with wad he said.


this is driving me crazy, nuts, and up the wall.


GAH.


sometimes i just feel lk closing my room door and put a 'do not disturb' sign on the door knob, lie on the bed with my pillow in my face and scream.




maybe this is wad all poly students experience. but apparently u see other people going out almost every night with friends for shopping n gatherings. apparently they sleep at 3am and wake up at 7, and is high the whole day. funny eh?

i ask myself: 'How come i cannot ah?' and i really need to ask myself tt.


discipline? time management? distractions? or is it just me who cant tahan sleeping for only 4 hours?

it is always this kind of circumstances when u wanna evaluate urself but u just cant find the time for yourself. @.@