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feeling much better aft sending e email. although there's no reply i think i've done what i should hv done long ago. the rest is up to him. =)

someone tells me tt deleting the evidence is a way for me to 'save face'. (oh, u know who u r, but i'm not angry at u, really. just sharing what u said to me w/o ppl misunderstanding u in any way. =) ) nope i dun think so. i think of e deleting more of a way to forget everything n start everything over.

i'm not planning to save face make myself seem nice, if anyone asks me abt this (cos i noe many ppl will be lk =.= while reading tis cos u dunno whats gg on. =p) i'm gonna tell u what i did wrong. provided u ask me la. =p because this whole thing is my fault. really.

i felt tt i'm a v detestable person during e past weekend. and aft reading what i wrote a few times, i felt worse. a lot worse. i went to church, felt even more worse. so basically my weekend is a v bad one.

then i thought of a sermon i heard (or was it something someone told me?). small little things u experience when u're young, or small little mean things u hear of urself, small little actions done against u, can hurt u. not just a 皮外伤, but its 内伤. and these internal injuries can stay with u for life.

i decided not to be a murderer of joy. junlin i hope i din kill urs, u're hoping for joy rmb? =p

i pray to God, that He'll help me be a gentle person. i know He will. i thank God for that courage on monday night too. i pray tt He'll help me be a lady of my words too.

Amen.