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bold under italic Wednesday, May 14, 2008 8:34 pm
dont read if u're not ready for a very angry me.___________________________________________ am i not allowed to sulk? am i not allowed to keep silent? muz i fill house with noise? muz i be commenting on e tv show? muz i be happy and smiley all e time?! and yea, since u noticed me sulking, please do NOT ask me why, it pisses me off more. so stop asking. leave me alone. u noe very well that i'll be fine the next day. just leave me alone for one night. it doesnt kill, i noe. nothing else makes me sulk. except studies or self-image (i feel useless sometimes.), u noe tt very well too. so dun say 'gimme a smile?' forcing a smile out of me, cos it's not gonna be a real one. i'm just gonna entertain u by lightly, very lightly, forcing e sides of my lips up. forcing a smile while totally not in e mood to do tt pisses me off too. please, open ur eyes and LOOK. SEE. SENSE. if i dun look okay, shh. dun say anything, i'll erupt anytime. i certainly dun wanna quarrel and make stuff difficult for all of us. _______________________________________________________ okay, ranting over. i'm out. |