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horrible horrible horrible.

not the week la. not the assignments, not my IS, not everything else. its ME.


okay its not THAT horrible la. i just feel tt i always need a huge WHAM and a big POW into my head, then i'll realise how slow/slacked/lazy/procrastinated i am. like a few days ago.

i got to know tt many of my classmates have finished their last tutorial and is moving on to the e-learning. me? i havent finished my tutorial, therefore i havent started on my e-learning as well. o ya, everything is due 6th feb.

now, one huge WHAM into my head. 'wad u doing these days sia? u've been thinking tt stuff are ok rite? ya right. cont to be like this and u'll nv get the scholarship u want.'


den i go into deep thought, and deep planning. then, the next day i get very disciplined. then, everything gets back to normal. then, on one very random day, all gets messed up again and i need another WHAM to wake me up.


i know i need to start to be disciplined.


我知道。我都知道啊。


but i always need such a situation which whacks me hard, till i start to do something. and that's bad. its like, i know i have to look out for cars when crossing the road. but i dun do it until i get knocked down one day.



this is the countless-th time i'm experiencing this. i dunno when i'll really change. maybe i do, maybe i dont. i dunno.


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these days i've talked to jiayi on 3 consecutive days. quite rare eh, esp when she's busy over sudden assignments fr her council and tests and quizzes and her councilors. although these chats on the phone are quite short i can see tt she misses me. (aww.) and i've to say i miss her too. er, i mean, i miss nagging at her to slp early, to eat her lunch, to relax, to let go. =p

o ya, i miss e only kbox session we had last march.


eh gal, when u free muz tell me asap sia. i dun even noe how long ur hair is now. =p