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weather's cold, the floor's cold, tap water's cold, the sofa's cold, my heart is cold too.






christmas is coming and i'm supposed to be very warm and loving and nice, but i'm not. i noe i'm not.

poly frenz u were spared from my coldness. sec sch frenz, jiahui n nat, u were not. i was very cold to u guys. the smileys i gave u guys online were fake ones.



i din noe why i felt like tt, i felt u were isolating me fr u two. u noe, e news tt nat is gg to jh's hse to do her science society blog made me mad. i dunno why. and u guys kept telling me to mug, and then continuing to chat abt ur JC stuff. okay maybe i'm exaggerating. i feel extra when we went out tt time (rmb e time when u guys gave me a treat to pastamania?) cos u were talking abt JC, JC and more JC stuff. ccas, ppl, teachers, stress. i cant relate to u, u cant relate to me.



sometimes i really wanted to just MIA fr ur lives so tt u guys can cont talking abt JC all ur life while i stay in poly and get my diploma and cont wif life. but i noe i cant, cos u r a part in my life, i am a part in ur life (i'm assuming, correct me if i'm wrong.)

nat, u said tt u r becoming cold and indifferent. now look at this post and u'll get it. i'm e cold one.

okay i admit sometimes i'm jealous, sometimes i hate myself for getting into poly, sometimes i just wanna quit. sometimes i just wanna leave u guys alone. i dun wanna get stuck in a convo abt JC and dont know anything abt it.




okay, its e education system's fault.



sorry JH, sorry Nat. i'm a bad friend. Nat esp u. u were nv angry wif me even when i was trying to piss u off. sorry JH, for thinking tt u r selfish. I'm e selfish one. (rmb e starbucks free coffee thing?)


SORRY. its only apologies from me to u.



if u think this post is making u confused i dun mind u asking. honestly i'm confused myself.