Tuesday, October 30, 2007 10:28 pm
stress is creeping up. my temper is (still) up. my brain still not working well (as usual). my mouth still complaining.
FCE drove me up e wall n i threw temper. sorry nick, i really wasnt angry at u, i was angry at myself. sorry to make u e sacrifice of my temper. i was angry at myself. i dun understand why i was tt disfunctioning. maybe it was my 心态 ba. i din like FCE. or rather, i dun lk e teacher la. he's going bullet train fast, at least to me. i emailed e teacher to slow down in his lessons. hopefully things will get better.
e FCE lesson today was really horrifying, e teacher grouped us and gave a SUPER hard question for us to solve. but we oni did 5 practice questions b4 tis, n we dun hv enuff confidence in ourself yet. tis very hard question sure made me VERY discouraged.
starting to miss hols (minus e work part). looking very forward to christmas. or rather, e 2 week hols. hurgh.............. life is such a ironic thing.
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