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bold under italic Friday, April 20, 2007 Today? Hmmmm... 4:46 pm
i shall warn u 1st, tt tis entry may not b as lame or funny or wadeva as u expected.. tis was entered 2 express my disappointment. in myself.was actually a happy day tis morn, as sch will end early at 1pm. n i can go back to my sec school 2 get my o level cert, n visit my teachers to thank them, as i did not hv e chance to do so when e results r out. BUT! at 10+am, during my 2hr break which i was looking forward 4, i got to know e bad news of e day. e badest news i've got since e Virginia Tech incident. (well, to me la. its ok if u dun agree.) My form teacher and my math teacher, my faves, n e ppl who indirectly motivated me to study v hard 4 my o levels, LEFT E SCH. n e thing was, i was e last to know. i got 2 know abt it when i was MSNing my form teacher, happily assuming she's still there teaching Bio, she said, when i told her i'm gg back to HSCS to c her: 'bt i'm not in sg dear', 'y?' i replied. 'i'm teaching in surabaya'. was e ans. argh. u noe, Ms Y was not there 2 distribute our o level results. my math teacher did. she was in medan, dunno 4 wad(i'm not being bitter here, bt i really dunno. =/), n i tot she'll b back. tt was in feb 9th. now, more than 2 mths later, i finally knew tt she left HSCS. suddenly i tot i was such a stubborn person. my class actually organised some class gatherings b4 e results were out, n i delete e msgs sent 2 me abt it. i tot i'll b a loner again when i'm wif them, so i might as well not go n take up space. bt then, i regretted 4 not gg, at least 4 Ms Y. to talk 2 her, n crap. arrrrggh.... ah. then to my math teacher. (if u r feeling bored already, u r welcome to leave my blog. i'm ok wif it. just wanna vent my frustrations...) i was reading my ex-classmate's blog aft e 1st bad news, then here came e 2nd bad news. 'Mr A** is leving HSCS tis fri.' it was a post on 25th march. n i knew oni now. u noe how sad it was to c ur fave teacher leaving to who-knows-where, n u're e last to know????? in addition, my chi teacher who helped me in my Chi A1, left last yr during e hols. i din hv a chance to thank him when e chi o level results r out. back to today. i met an ex-classmate to go back together. upon reaching, more news came. Mrs Dh****, whom i was here subject rep, left too. i was DEVASTATED! then. finally, me n my ex-classmate went 2 e staff room to find e teachers who, thankfully, was still ard, bt, all was home or on MC. haix. i spend an hr or so there, feeling so disappointed in myself. i should hv went back to school earlier in e day, or earlier in e year, cos some of them r still there b4 e o level results r out. u c? can u c how sad my day was? i dunno if God was punishing me 4 not treasuring my days in sec sch although i hated it, bt i definititely noe tt i should really treasure my present poly life. today is such a =(=(=(=( day. i've nv been so sad tis year yet. =( |